27mar06 [i'mgonnamissu]

a week ago my father passed away,, *speechless*
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ctra ikhlas.. ctra ridho.. insyaAllah bapa trmasuk orang yg beruntung amiin.. insyaAllah bapa udh selamet di dunia dan mudah2an di akherat jg amiin..
bapa tu tiada duanya!! the best thing i ever had :') a man who taught me to love Allah and Rasul.
yang bikin lemes waktu paginya pas sasalaman ga brenti2 pennuuuhhhhh bgtttt!! subhanallah,, pas ke makam jg baaannnyyaaaakkk pissaann yg nganter,, bapaaaaa,,, mangga sing raos..
kmaren2 ctra gpp asa udh reugreug,, cm ga tau hari ini pas ke kampus (krn ada uts) ctra ngrasa keueung,, ada lah satu hal yg bikin GAK ennakk bgt rasanya :'/ yaaahhh tp mau gmn lagi this is a part of my life that i should go through,, insyaAllah bisa!! smua orang dikasi kemampuan yang sama kok untuk bs survive,, so i know i can!
skrg lg dengerin rekaman bapa pas siaran di walagri,, bapa teh luccuu,, menggemasskan =)

this time it will be the soundtrack of my life

Where'd You Go? - Fort Minor

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...